13 Reasons Why

I just finished yet another book that maes me feel like my my persective on people and life will be changed forever.

Being someone who has battled with the thought of suicide, though never being weak enough to do it, I can relate to a lot of how Hanna was feeling through her struggle.

This book is SO imprtant for young people to read. We are so valnerable in our fastly changing bodies is this fastly evolving society. Every word, gesture and expression has the power to make or break our confidence in ourselves. Thats why we must open the conversation, ask questions and express ourselves as often as we need so that no one gets caried away by one sad thought.

Tell the people you love you love them. Give affection as often as people will accept it and don't ever stop smiling because I swear, a smile can save a life. At least a genuine one can.


http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/hannah%20baker?before=19

fall for a tree

OHH how i wish i could marry a tree. 
What a nice stable relationship that'd be.
I'd lean on their trunk, 
leaves float down as they please, 
making the lovely image or it raining orange, yellow and green. 

It'd be fall of course, when our love affair would begin,
as the months pass I'd come give you warmth in winter,
every day, til it was once spring again.

Then Id take my original spot, 
flower buds blooming from your branch- 
cool breeze tickling my skin, 
i'd giggle feeling their love surround me, 
the wind making em dance. 

Songs to sing

                                                                        Songs 

- Amy Whinehosue

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ludxpkyrab0


- Chet Baker

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xpcBx1Gm-c

- Jessie J

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y29eTcRFEl8&list=PLE2D54A39EFCC106A


- Nina Simone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8tuTSi6Sck

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=1WIf04F04Bs

Listen.

Baby,  I'd rater be blind gurl, then see you walk away from me.
And Baby, I'd rather be blind girl, then to see you want away with her.

So you see I love you so much that I don't wana see you walk away baby,
most of all i just don't wana be free.

Made us forgot

i might be living in a fantasy
written by greek philosophers like socrates
I am wining and dining
flirting with nature in her hiding
the warm spring breeze like seduction in air
as i inhale deeply my breath slowly wales
the longing goes stronger and despiration derails
I loose all control in my mind, judgment fails
all that guides me are your hands reachoout right
ready to touch me as she shuts out the light
we're faited to pretend
that heaven can hold all out prays
that the sublime is a place with out hurt
the weight of the world will lay in the back of our minds
holding is down to the darker times.
a tradgedy is what life is
thats all we're got
besides all thise moments
where happiness made us forgot.

No lie.

why do i always want to save people?
spend my time listening
attentive and right
hands in my lap, thinkin of what to give as advice

i have many a friend
and time and again
I loose my personal zen
the balance that keeps me at 10

so I take my long walks
past trees, over rocks
to the silent part of the world
forests that waear sunlight as pearls

I am ok here,
I am me
and person no tother has yet to see
how i wish i could share it with thee
the secrets amongest the leaves of uncertainties

lets ponder the distance of stars in the sky
wonder if they can fall in love before they eventually die
and even though I am writing this while I'm quite high
I still feel I am flying, and that is no lie.

Aint no Sunshine when she's gone
nothings more powerful then a soulful song,
I sit and ponder of those darker times
when all felt lost and life was a lie.

Then the brighter days came
shooting me higher, feeling insane
I was dancing with the moonlight
writing about lost light
slowly unraveling
but my eyes didn't see what people saw of me
and I hid in the trees
head in the leaves
To avoid my uncertainties

And then I was asked to go.
Sideways, eyes closed, head high
I turned my heart to the sky
lost all hope and left to cry
why did you let our love die?

It feels distant now
like a bad memory
I sit here typing
listening to these old melodies,
that remind me of you
and i just have no clue
when the moment came
that I finally knew
I had to give up on you.

So this is my only plee
please don't ever forget
for although you'd never want to admit it
Our time together is one i'll never regret.