What is the right way to live?

"Our human nature is to make our own pure and imperfect connections to something and...not live through it but to find comfort in it. " 

Comfort. Such an important word to human beings. How could we ever get though life without some form of comfort? 
Comfort to accompany the challenging things we take on to give us character, to mold us into stronger more knowledgable beings. 

Yes, comfort and challenges go week together - for without one or the other we do not grow into healthy beings- rather we fall into the trap of staying too comfortable or pushing ourselves to hard. 

Insanity. 
Such a heavy word.
Hold it in your hand, and you'll fear it may climb its way to your heart. 
Insanity. 
Such a comforting place. An excuse to escape this place. Let me resign in my head til I'm back in the comfort of my own bed. 

I am angry. That is for certain. At myself most of all, but i give credit to the other factors. 
The boys who yank my heart strings without playing a note. 
The friends who abandoned me before they knew i would float. 
The girl who left me for dead to look for my own hope. 

These are what led me to this blog today. All the struggles in my life that have come up at bay. 

I am numb here, i should have pushed through. Its not too late for me, but theres no doubt that i know I've lost you. 
All ill absolutely have is myself. And i must make the best of this life before i fall into another depressive spell. 

Carpe diem! make your lives extraordinary! don't wait for a miracle- make your own glory.