what is this sickening ache I feel in my chest?
why has it settled here, preventing me from rest?

I see how similar a heart can break between two totally different souls
the brain looses all rational thought and is abducted and sold

hold my hand to ease the pain
of tears that trickles down my cheek with shame

for I never dreamt I could cry this much
with every drop of sadness leaving my cheeks red with blush

and I suppose I can only blame myself
to be overcome with these poor emotions instead of a finding a saner wealth

but honestly if loving you is wrong I wouldn't want to be right
because that bliss you gave me those many moons ago is enough to make me fight

I will treck on in search of another light to lead me from the shadows of the night
and in these in between times, I will continue to write.